Secret love

Secret love
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# Posté le mercredi 25 mars 2009 10:41

Friendship and LOVE

I am in need to talk; can't explain why it is like a blur in my brain. . .

My best friend is InAlexandra or HristinAlexandra yes, a mix of the two.

It makes me think of a conversation I had on skype with a very special person. We both thought LOVE was something like in the fairy tales, a magic begining then an never ending love.

I think her charming prince is a MIX of all her loves : The beauty of "the actual" and all his good points but also a part of "T" qualities his silences etc, "H" because of the naivety of the irst time, "A" because he understands and he makes her feel she is "someone" .

Love is composed by 2 souls : whom we can love? who loves "us" ? or by :Whom can I love? Who can love me ?
Love is to find the best compromize between the 2
In her case i would say "T" could be the one

To consider the Pass, the Present and the Future : Do i deserve my pass my present ?
Whom, in my pass and my present, deserves to be loved for my future ....


For my part i had to leave the fairy world last year, and face the cold reality : no hope, no more dreams, no wishes, no expetations. Ojectivaly/Subjectivaly : things are what they are. Our scientist brain tells us : nothing is impossible. But here, it is almost impossible and totally not probable. . maybe i should close definitivaly this beautiful magic door, yes, maybe the time has come, today......

Questions without answers...
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# Posté le samedi 21 mars 2009 06:29

Modifié le lundi 23 mars 2009 12:42

So Lonely


Well someone told me yesterday
That when you throw your love away
You act as if you just don't care
You look as if you're going somewhere

But I just can't convince myself
I couldn't live with no one else
And I can only play that part
And sit and nurse my broken heart

So lonely

Now no one's knocked upon my door
For a thousand years or more
All made up and nowhere to go
Welcome to this one man show

Just take a seat they're always free
No surprise no mystery
In this theatre that I call my soul
I always play the starring role

So lonely

Lonely, I'm so lonely
I feel so alone
I feel low
I feel so
Feel so low
I feel low, low
I feel low, low, low
Low, I feel low
I feel low
I feel so lonely
I feel so lonely, lonely, lonely, lone
Lonely, lone
I feel so alone, yeah
So lonely :(
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# Posté le dimanche 07 décembre 2008 11:29

Sade - Is it A Crime ?

This may come, this may come as some surprise
but I miss you
I could see through, all of your lies
But I still miss you
He takes her love, but it
doesn't feel like mine
He tastes her kiss, her kisses
are not wine, they're not mine
He takes, but surely she can't
give what I'm feeling now
She takes, but surely she doesn't know how

Is it a crime
Is it a crime
That I still want you
And I want you to want me, too

My love is wider, wider than Victoria lake
My love is taller, taller
than the Empire state

It dives and it jumps, and it
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ripples like the deepest ocean
I can't give you more than that,
surely you want me back

Is it a crime
Is it a crime
That I still want you
And I want you to want me too

My love is wider than vitoria lake
Taller than the empire state
It dives and it jumps
I can't give you more than that,
surely you want me back

Is it a crime
Is it a crime
That I still want you
And I want you to want me too

It dives and it jumps
And it ripples like the deepest Ocean
I can't give you more than that
Surely you want me back

Tell me
Is it a crime
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# Posté le lundi 17 novembre 2008 03:03